My Best Friend - A Picture Song.

Is it time?

I feel like I should tell them...

I am not a social creature. I know that in this world of all living things humans need social interaction. I admit it is something I need, but it is an art that is lost to me. And it is because of this I am losing everyone.

That's not totally true. I have my family, but my friends have left me. I know that I was hiding when I moved out of the apartment and moved back home. But I never knew it would mean that I would lose all of my friends over there. I never knew that they would just hate me over a little money.

I feel its time to tell the world. But is the world ready to hear me?

Screen Grab - Simon's Cat

Month Skip

I'm sorry all but I have nothing to write about this month. I'm sad to say that I have been sick with the flu, had a horrible allergic reaction, money troubles, as well as a few family issues if it wasn't all bad enough.

So I have alot to deal with and can't write to you all right now. But on the plus side, I have given you all alittle Game Of Thrones action. So don't be too sad.

And if you want something to brighten your day I would suggest watching Tomska.

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Knew Understanding

I care too much.

I worry about my friends. I worry about their well being. I worry about their pain and issues. I worry about them and my family more than about myself. I know that is something everyone does and if nothing it makes me a good friend. But its something I shouldn't do. I being the worries home with me. I turn them into my problem. I try and fix their issues. I try and help them. I do so much for them that I turn form being a good friend into a mother. And that is not what I should be.

But the problem is that I feel that if I don't worry about them it makes me a horrible person. Some how I have it twisted in my head that if I don't worry about them then in some strange way I don't care. I don't care about them and then I am a selfish unfeeling person.

Is it true? Once we stop caring for some one dose that make us selfish? Or does it make us better people in the long run?

I don't know the answer, or if I ever will, but I do know one thing. I have to stop worrying for my friends. I have to stop being their mother because I am running my self in the ground worrying. My health has been horrible and I have come to understand it was because I was so worried about them and what they though of me that I was making myself walk around on pins and needles because of this. I need to let go. If not so they can grow, but for myself so I can be healthy again.