The Things I Say

I'm all talk and no bite.

I like to talk about what I do. I like to say that I will be tough and that things bother me, but that isn't true. I'm not a tough person. I don't beat people up. I don't yell at them. I don't do any of that. I let people tell me what to do. I apologise to those who have wronged me like it was my fault I ended up in the garbage can and made them laugh. I'm the escape goat that everyone like to use. I'm the one that never says no even though I will be running myself into the ground trying to make things better for you. I am a doormat. I do things for others that I may not even know just because I feel that it is right. Hours of time and energy all for a simple thank you or a smile and I feel it was a justified cause. I base my actions on what is right and what is wrong. I save a cat from off the street because I think its right. I tell the police who the man was that stole my car because it is right. I don't cheat on tests because its wrong. I never lie because its wrong. Right and wrong dictate my actions. People dictate my actions. My life is controlled all by others. And yet I still wake up every morning.

What a stupid person I am...